Friday, February 24, 2017

Death of the Ball Turret Gunner


The Death of the Ball Turret Gunner is a five-line poem by Randall Jarrell published in 1945. It is about the death of a gunner in a Sperry ball turret on a World War II American bomber aircraft.

From my mother's sleep I fell into the State,
And I hunched in its belly till my wet fur froze.
Six miles from earth, loosed from its dream of life,
I woke to black flak and the nightmare fighters.
When I died they washed me out of the turret with a hose.

Jarrell, published the poem in 1945. It drew directly from his own involvement with military aircraft and airmen during WW2. he provided the following explanatory note: A ball turret was a Plexiglas sphere set into the belly of a B-17 or B-24, and inhabited by two .50 caliber machine guns and one man, a short small man. When this gunner tracked with his machine guns a fighter attacking his bomber from below, he revolved with the turret; hunched upside-down in his little sphere, he looked like the fetus in the womb. The fighters which attacked him were armed with cannon firing explosive shells. The hose was a steam hose. The theme of Randall Jarrell's "The Death of the Ball Turret Gunner" is that institutionalized violence, or war, creates moral paradox, a condition in which acts repugnant to human nature become appropriate. Most commentators agree, calling the poem a condemnation of the dehumanizing powers of "the State", which are most graphically exhibited by the violence of war. This poem made me feel like I was there. What I mean by that is, by reading this and from a personal family experience, I understand it all now. My Great Uncle was a ball turret gunner during WWII in the European theater. He had many demons over the years from that experience. He didn't want to talk about it, he drank to numb the pain and it sadly took a good man down.  Also, when I read the poem it made me very sad, especially when he said "When I died they washed me out of the turret with a hose".


https://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-death-of-the-ball-turret-gunner-2

Friday, February 17, 2017

Shadow Exercise



I think I'm kind of confused on the understanding or meaning of this shadow project but, I'll give it a try in what "I think" it means. Hate is such a strong word and so therefore, I would prefer loathe or, dislike.  There are so many in the world from the past and as evil as they are/were, we are still so intrigued, even in today's society of evil or just plain crazy people.  I didn't really see any connection to the shadow personally. I think it's just psycho-babble, today's society loves the pop culture and wants to be a part of it and history, whatever the cost or cause. I think it's just to say, "I was there" so, remember me, even though we never formally met. 


 I do realize that people generally feel strongly about antagonists - whether they loathe them or like them they certainly have pretty polar opinions about them. More often than not are we reminded that ill luck happens to evil people is probably just an untrue story. We don't see a lot of good guys make it big in this world. Our image of a smart jerk who gets things his way is well learned from experience. 




Even in stories written that are very rooted in reality in their tiny details can have some very enormous, yet difficult characters (remember Moriarty who wanted to start a world war, sounding familiar to the present, Mmmm?? ). The sheer depth and intelligence of these characters makes us love them. We're forced to appreciate their line of thought even when we know it's wrong. More often than not are characters as seen as bad by other characters and even the viewer. This represents something we've all possibly felt from time to time in our own lives and so seems to somehow make a part of you with them. In closing, frankly there is no person that is "close to me" like this but, I've come into contact with them time and again.  Mostly to hang on my coat-tails as I open the doors of opportunity and accomplish my dreams in life. This is how I interpret "the shadow".

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Rite of Spring



When listening to some of the music, my first thought was "JAWS" the movie. It automatically made me feel like something bad is about to happen. It starts out soft and enticing, then a slight intensity as it's getting more dramatic in the middle. The structure of this rhythmical music is to drive the dramatic actionI'm sure the people felt scared out of their minds when hearing it for the first time. 

The music, The Rite of Spring possesses such a graphic quality—its climaxes, its....similar “cure” by showing a ritual on stage, invoking the spirit of a primitive life. When approached with this scenario Serge Diaghilev convinced Stravinsky to write a ballet, not just a symphonic piece. 

In her book, Sacre du printemps – Seven Productions from Nijinsky to Martha Graham, Shelley C. Berg writes, “For Diaghilev it was the consummate synthesis, an extraordinary opportunity to bring together the ancient world of Slavic myth and ritual and the modern sensibility and power represented by Stravinsky’s music. Although, I'm not much into this kind of music I did, when given the opportunity, found it most intriguing and kind of wanting a little bit more. 



Thursday, February 2, 2017

Viennese artists






This, the first of the two portraits, is considered by many to be his finest work. The sitter, Adele Bloch-Bauer, the wife of a Viennese banker and Klimt's lover, is adorned with precious materials and ancient artifacts, suggesting her wealth and power; but her stare, and her grasping hands, also suggest that she is fragile (the disfigured finger on her right hand is concealed). When I first saw this painting with the golden color it reminds me of the bright and shimmering golden sun. This makes me feel relaxed and calm. To know that the gold meant' wealth to him, yes I can see that now once I read about the painter.  I remember a movie about this exact painting not too long ago and I never understood the meaning.  I do not think they ever really explained the inspiration for him painting it, just who he painted for.  I'm glad I got a chance to be able to fully understand the meaning of this painting and my interpretation on how it makes me feel personally by seeing it.


Related image

Woman in Gold ‘La Mona Lisa d’Austria’ http://www.telegraph.co.uk/film/woman-in-gold/gustav-klimt-art-affairs/